May 30: Weird Experiences...

So today I took a nap, I was beat. I fell into a deep enough sleep to have a dream, and it was a weird one, kinda freaky actually. I can't remember most of it, but by the end of it, I was under water. My friends were also under water but I think they were inside something, as in they could breath. I was drowning though, and I tried to swim to the surface but I found that I was tied down. My friends were trying to tell me something but I couldn't make it out. It was terrifying.

Then I woke up from my nap, confused, and found that I couldn't move. This has happened to me a few times since I've been here and every time it scares me. I could not move any of my limbs no matter how hard I tried, and I couldn't make a sound either. I'm not sure exactly how long it lasted, or if I fell back asleep again and when I woke I could move, or if I just laid there until I could talk again.

The times it had happened before were all here. The first time it happened, I woke and couldn't move. My roommate was in the room and I tried to tell her what was going on, but I couldn't because, like this time, I couldn't talk. I know that time, I fell back asleep and woke up a few times and still could not move. Finally when I could function again, I clarified with my roommate that she was where I thought she was earlier (to make sure I wasn't just dreaming) and she was.

I'm not really sure what it is, but it's terrifying.