Well I've been so busy with things that I haven't had much time to blog. The last 4 posts weren't posted on the actual days and the next 4 won't be either because I'm so far behind.
My parents came and left in what felt like a day, which was really a week. It was weird having them here because not only did this place start feeling like home before they were here, but with them it really felt normal.
Besides actual activities and things I did with them and that I've been doing, I haven't been blogging much about my emotions or my walk in faith.
I've been feeling so free lately. I could (and have) just walked around singing as loudly as I can with my friends, and not cared what people around me thought, nor did I even think about it. I've ran through the streets laughing hysterically and overlooked everyone staring. I can be an individual person again, independent from everyone around me, yet letting them in and having the best time. I feel free. I feel happy. I feel like me.
It has really been amazing getting out of the routine I had going back at home. Work, eat and sleep. Or class, eat and sleep. Here I have been able to just be spontaneous, to just get up and go somewhere when I want to, to not be so uptight about time and be okay with just sitting and talking at Starbucks for hours upon hours.
I've stopped going by time, obviously excluding classes in this, but I've started just doing. Not planning, just going. I want to do this more because it really is amazing.
My walk in faith has been a little weak. I haven't found new devotions to get into, so if anyone reading this knows of a good book or series, let me know. I do, though, have complete faith and trust in God and the plan He has for my life. I have no clue where He is going to take me or what is in store for me, but I am really excited to see it start playing out.
I hope I can keep all of this up when I get home!
My parents came and left in what felt like a day, which was really a week. It was weird having them here because not only did this place start feeling like home before they were here, but with them it really felt normal.
Besides actual activities and things I did with them and that I've been doing, I haven't been blogging much about my emotions or my walk in faith.
I've been feeling so free lately. I could (and have) just walked around singing as loudly as I can with my friends, and not cared what people around me thought, nor did I even think about it. I've ran through the streets laughing hysterically and overlooked everyone staring. I can be an individual person again, independent from everyone around me, yet letting them in and having the best time. I feel free. I feel happy. I feel like me.
It has really been amazing getting out of the routine I had going back at home. Work, eat and sleep. Or class, eat and sleep. Here I have been able to just be spontaneous, to just get up and go somewhere when I want to, to not be so uptight about time and be okay with just sitting and talking at Starbucks for hours upon hours.
I've stopped going by time, obviously excluding classes in this, but I've started just doing. Not planning, just going. I want to do this more because it really is amazing.
My walk in faith has been a little weak. I haven't found new devotions to get into, so if anyone reading this knows of a good book or series, let me know. I do, though, have complete faith and trust in God and the plan He has for my life. I have no clue where He is going to take me or what is in store for me, but I am really excited to see it start playing out.
I hope I can keep all of this up when I get home!
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