You know what is weird? Goodbyes. I am soon going to have to say goodbye to someone forever. Someone that once meant the world to me. Yes, I am talking about my most recent ex. Now, this is not me saying "Oh my gosh I am never going to get over this like omg I miss him so much don't leave." This is more of a thing thats been on my mind that I would like to share.
So I spend 5 months getting to know this guy, halfway through that time we start dating. We share everything about our lives to each other and spend every second of the day together. Then we break up. Next step for me is going to Greece for 3 months, during my third month, said man will move back to his home, across the country from where I live. He graduates when I am gone too so there will be nothing left in this neck of the woods to come back to. It is really an odd feeling. Someone that I once cared SO much about...I'll never see again.
It's one thing when it is someone who lives near you and maybe you'll bump into each other, or randomly catch up over coffee, or end up in a class with. Unless one of us flies across country...that is it.
Just thought I'd share what is on my mind tonight.
Recap of other events today:
1. Offered long-term sub position
2. Made chili
3. Got hot pepper juice in my eyes
4. Screamed profanities and ran my face under cold water for a long period of time
5. Bed
goodnight.
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