So I found that last night I couldn't watch movies as I had planned, the light on my screen irritated me. So I picked up a book but my headache was so bad I could not concentrate. So I spent the whole night in and out of sleep. I ate a total of one and a half saltines. Good day.
Today was better. I woke feeling much better, not 100% but I'd say a god 70% and I stayed at that level all day. I actually got out of bed and walked around and hung out. Hallelujah because I think another day in bed would have driven me crazy. I spent a lot of time with my little brother, watching him play video games and getting more into it than him. I ate a FULL MEAL tonight for dinner and I'm feeling fine. The only thing left is I feel a little weak but hopefully some sleep will cure that. Besides that, I am great!
My emotions, on the other hand, are back and forth. I miss this person but I don't want to. I have been fighting the urges to text and I gave in today. Stupid decision. I am thankful though that I did not receive a response, I followed up with deleting the number and text history from my phone so I cannot make the same mistake again. Drastic? Maybe, but it'll do the trick.
This week will be interesting, it'll be a few exhausting days before I'm back to myself again but I can't wait! Hopefully meeting up with some great people and getting some fresh air back in my lungs. It's been a long long weekend and I'm ready for life again. :)
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